I am trapped inside my head,
With the devil, who has fed
On my thoughts and feelings, emotions too
As I marvel over the great being that is you.
I am a fake, a fraud, a trickster, a sham
In my head lies only a scam
Telling me that I am not alone
And that you like me too, but that is known
To be a lie.
So long I have shouldered the blame
But now, with my mind in chains,
I realise the truth
I no longer need evidence nor proof,
The blame does not lie with you, but with me
And my emotional insecurity
Twelve months I have been here, how many more?
How long before I walk out that door?
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